going to sleep too soon

if you knew about the show 'pants off dance off' (or is it the other way around?), you'd be as unhappy as i am (or is it the etc etc.?)............



noone can take notice unless i am visible
but everything you should get ready to see is in a constant state of not quite ready to see, yet.

it was funny when i ask how many people are just waiting
for someone else to pull out the needle with their name on it
then it maybe wasnt funny at all

so -
i'm looking for some money or another heavy object
to place my life beneath of

so -
wait - is caution always weakness
if being thoughtful is a strength?

i've gotta go i've gotta go
things - you gotta let me know if you're holding me back,
otherwise i won't know who to fight
and then i'll have to stop and think
and then nothing will get done