no time for thinking

www.wonderfulmachine.com/dm2008001_gallery_11008

here is a gallery i made recently of some new (and old) work with which i plan to make slides and win money from someone, in a timely fashion. hint: i'm the one in the grey shirt.

i cant sleep well recently

going to sleep too soon

if you knew about the show 'pants off dance off' (or is it the other way around?), you'd be as unhappy as i am (or is it the etc etc.?)............



noone can take notice unless i am visible
but everything you should get ready to see is in a constant state of not quite ready to see, yet.

it was funny when i ask how many people are just waiting
for someone else to pull out the needle with their name on it
then it maybe wasnt funny at all

so -
i'm looking for some money or another heavy object
to place my life beneath of

so -
wait - is caution always weakness
if being thoughtful is a strength?

i've gotta go i've gotta go
things - you gotta let me know if you're holding me back,
otherwise i won't know who to fight
and then i'll have to stop and think
and then nothing will get done

its not what you think

I have a question to ask you.
see, since i am certainly not the same person that I have ever been
and in the new year i cant remember which side of the car i need for pumping gas
i am guessing this has something to do with the future

children were running in circles all nite
and the parents and i, we all hoped they would not break anything
wondered when is it your place to speak when those who should are just not?
at any rate, someone told them to stop

and all this makes me think
how i dreamt you were pregnant, and in need of protection
from everyone i know, attcking you, who attended my parties but never used to;
how sometimes dreams stay real even after you wake up,
and how I felt so strong, like i wanted to deal with anything
(at least for a while)

I had a question I needed to ask you
but then I got scared and just went home
with an empty tank, and thinking about someone else
which is such bad news, considering everything i'm prepared to do

im not sure this makes any sense