far behind

so apparently i am on a month by month basis on posting. damn what happened. oh, i remember.

it is unconstitutionally beautiful out tonight. The clouds are the kind that used to be making storms but are now trying to fly away and separate and be their own man, breaking up into pieces, turning yellow and white. I counted 25 people visible to my naked eye at one given moment from the fire escape just now. And i dont mean the people who were in the cars, though i counted two who were in a stationary car. These were just people walking around on the street at 20 till 7 on a wednesday night. I thought it was alot, but i might be wrong. but probably not. im so happy octoberfest is out and that i could afford it at least once this season. for that matter, this season - does it get better?

so here's whats been going on, if you dont know.

i got my nose pierced last week. a stud for now, because i dont want to lose my job just quite yet, at least not for this, as it pays (most) of my bills. Dante and Stephen also chose to modify their nose space at the same time, dante a ring, stephen a diamond. This is suitable. We made the piercing lady laugh heartily, which was scary, as she was holding something sharp near my eyes and face areas while she did this.

Speaking of dante, we have started a band which includes colin. We have practice all the time, but only one song which is consistently 3 quarters of the way done. I make sounds and vocals, and have a hard time taking it seriously. It is fun though. That is for sure. Making music that is good is hard work, who knew? i am blowing off band practice tomorrow to go to the beach. who's the rock star around here?

my lady friend returned from her journeys afar, and things have been pretty great. it turns out that honesty about everything is important, not just some things. i dont want to talk about relationships on a blog, so i will leave it at this.

i saw wall-e last night, at last. it was pretty great. i started watching true blood, and am not sure if i like it. especially while i am still in the 3rd season of six feet under and having that kick my ass so hard. also, dexter versus jimmy smits!

i havent been working hard, really. i need to read some more, make some new art, market my old art to the gallery world. my pace is slower than you can probably imagine. but i have been busy nonetheless. i need to maybe find a new job for during the week, let loose the dj job. i figured i could live like this perpetually. it might not be so.

i continue to be afraid of russia and china. mostly russia. this is self explanatory. i was supposed to be studying free will versus determinism. i havent forgotten, but i have been sidetracked.