the new world

The internet now comes to me from across the room, through the air, into this little gray card that's hanging over near my screens that keep the living room out. That's very exciting if you think about it. Did you know i live in a room in the air, where you climb a ladder or rope or some combination of the two just to get inside? my hands can prove that part about the rope. My mattress is on the floor, where it will stay, because it is more comfortable that way. And there is no room for standing as it is. I am becoming happy in kensington, because there are peacocks living nearby, and block parties, and a dog who howls sometimes to wake me up in the morning. I wake up in the morning, if you can imagine. I should be getting a second job sometime, and maybe i will. There are alot of people getting married this weekend, and i will see 6 of them. I woke up this morning to a viola at the foot of my ladder, a cup of coffee at the top of it. I cut my hair to appear more sexually viable to the opposite sex. I dont think it will work, or if i will care when it doesnt. I have been indifferent to it since i started feeling things again. anyway. Love is an adventure. I have a painting to do today, or at least to begin, so i can prove it when people ask me what i do and i say 'during the week, im an artist.' im certainly doing something.

#5

November 17th, 1977 - May 15th, 2003

trying to be not lazy

here is the new sh*t. done all in one night, like a whirlwind. it's strange how the next very obvious step to take sometimes alludes you for a long time and when it comes, you're like "oh, right...... paint chips under the paint........ huh." so im still in the old house, amongst the bare skeleton of order that it once was, ordering pizzas, watching the history channel, putting things in boxes. And i can read wherever i want, which means in bed. It's been May for awhile and things, as expected, are all in limbo. It's the most wonderful time of the year. we'll all be glad when we get our tax relief check and it's all over. Speaking of which, how about this recession fear-mongering? im not sure how nervous to be, between whats real and whats sensational, but its not like i have any stocks........... so...... china is scary. everything turns gray. and then you cant tell the difference. and also, take a minute to be sad for the 10's of thousands of people who just died in that cyclone, and make some art about all these issues, because i sure as hell dont know how to. you can only do what you can do. right?

oh, and heres what happened to this. i like it so much now

Look it up

http://scienceblogs.com/cognitivedaily/2008/04/changing_belief_in_free_will_c.php

....the best part about this is there is a guy named david montgomery who left a comment, and that he was pretty clever about what he said. Us guys... are awesome.